Written By Ruth Jacobs…..C&P By Jueseppi B. ( ° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Soul Destruction
I am writing a series of novels entitled Soul Destruction, which expose the dark world and the harsh reality of life as a call girl. The first novel in the series, Soul Destruction: Unforgivable, will be released on 29 April 2013 by Caffeine Nights. I studied prostitution in the late 1990′s, which sparked my interest in the subject. As well as drawing on my research and the women I interviewed for inspiration, I also have firsthand experience of many of the topics I write about such as post traumatic stress disorder, obsessive-compulsive disorder, depression, abuse in childhood, rape, and drug and alcohol addiction. In addition to my fiction writing, I am also involved in non-fiction for charity and human rights campaigning in the areas of anti-sexual exploitation and anti-human trafficking.
In 1998, I was researching prostitution for a dissertation examining psychological and social issues and theories of crime. Spending time in London’s underworld, some of my friends were call girls, and three of them kindly agreed to participate in video interviews with me.
I had much in common with my friends and many other women in prostitution. 75% of women in prostitution have been sexually and physically abused as children, 70% have experienced multiple rapes, 67% meet the criteria for post-traumatic stress disorder, and 95% have issues with problematic drug use.
I suffered sexual assaults as a child, I had been raped twice in my twenties, though only once at the time of this project, and I had post traumatic stress disorder, which I still suffer from today. And in those days, I was a drug addict, an intravenous user of heroin and crack.
As well as interviewing my friends, I also used accounts from other women in prostitution between the 1970′s to the 1990′s. This was because there was a lack of firsthand information at the time. The few books available on the subject were mostly written by people who neither had firsthand experience of prostitution nor used interviews or accounts from women in prostitution.
One of the video interviews I had conducted and fully transcribed back in 1998 was published on Amazon in 2012. The woman interviewed was a very dear friend of mine. She is referred to as Q. Because Q and I were so close, I am sure that is what enabled her to be so open in her interview with me. Her words show how prostitution affected her psychologically, emotionally and socially. As she is no longer alive, all the royalties from that short publication,In Her Own Words… Interview with a London Call Girl, are donated to Beyond the Streets, a charity working to end sexual exploitation.
The other women I interviewed, referred to as R and S, though also friends of mine, were guarded. There was much more I knew about their lives and their feelings about their work, shared when we were out at nightclubs and indoors smoking crack, than they disclosed in front of the camera.
I had and still have an understanding and compassion for the need to hold back. I was in my own denial back then. I presented as a happy junky to the outside world, and they too presented happy – ‘happy hooker’ being a popular term. But I have never known a happy hooker as I have never known a happy intravenous user of heroin and crack.
Having since been in contact with a number of exited women, I have become aware that the trauma from prostitution is usually not felt until after exiting. Before then, like XLondonCallGirl says, you live in denial, and like Q said in her interview, you live in a fantasy-land. I was with them in my own fantasy-land and in my own denial.
Denial and dissociation are part of a protection/coping mechanism that enables the women to carry on with a veneer of toughness, the appearance of being a ‘happy hooker’, and without falling apart. On the outside being a call girl may well appear to be glamorous, but on the inside, it is not. It can take years to recover from, and I am sure many never fully recover, certainly from the women I know.
As well as dispelling the ‘happy hooker’ myth, I hope with my novels and my non-fiction work to change the stigma much of society has against women who work in prostitution. They are often judged and looked down upon. These women have mainly had painful and tormented childhoods and traumatic present lives. For most, they do not choose prostitution, but prostitution chooses them. These women and equally women who say they choose prostitution deserve to be seen and respected as any other women.
Soul Destruction: Unforgivable is dedicated to Q.
Enter the bleak existence of a call girl haunted by the atrocities of her childhood. In the spring of 1997, Shelley Hansard is a drug addict with a heroin habit and crack psychosis. Her desirability as a top London call girl is waning.
When her client dies in a suite at The Lanesborough Hotel, Shelley’s complex double-life is blasted deeper into chaos. In her psychotic state, the skills required to keep up her multiple personas are weakening. Amidst her few friends, and what remains of her broken family, she struggles to maintain her wall of lies.
During this tumultuous time, she is presented with an opportunity to take revenge on a client who raped her and her friends. But in her unbalanced state of mind, can she stop a serial rapist?
Soul Destruction: Unforgivable is released 29 April 2013. Available worldwide from all major online retailers in paperback and e-book. Pre-orders are available direct from Caffeine Nights.
Soul Destruction – Call Girl Book & Diary Series
Published on Jul 3, 2012
Soul Destruction website: http://www.soul-destruction.com
Soul Destruction: Unforgivable
Enter the bleak existence of a call girl haunted by the atrocities of her childhood. In the spring of 1997, Shelley Hansard is a drug addict with a heroin habit and crack psychosis. Her desirability as a top London call girl is waning.
When her client dies in a suite at The Lanesborough Hotel, Shelley’s complex double-life is blasted deeper into chaos. In her psychotic state, the skills required to keep up her multiple personas are weakening. Amidst her few friends, and what remains of her broken family, she struggles to maintain her wall of lies.
During this tumultuous time, she is presented with an opportunity to take revenge on a client who raped her and her friends. But in her unbalanced state of mind, can she stop a serial rapist?
Further information and contact details:
Ruth Jacobs’s Amazon author pages – USA and UK.
Soul Destruction website.
Author website.
About The Author: Ms. Ruth Jacobs…..
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